Assumptions.

It was obvious you had a problem with something and I was not supposed to know about it. And since realistically we're not that close, I felt I didn't have a right to even inquire about it. The best I can do is assume.

Here I go again with assumptions. Yes, assumptions helped me pass EEE 101. But it won't help me now. I've been assuming for more than a month now that I had the slightest chance if I exerted effort, but still, no signs of you even remotely liking me can be found. That, or I'm so naive that I never realized you were giving out signs. I'll just assume the former because it's safer to assume the worst case scenario.

There's that friend of yours I assumed to be someone who likes you, or someone you like. Did he confess and you're thinking about the proper response? I have no way of knowing. Unless you tell me. Or I finally see you holding hands with him.

Are you finally going to tell me to stop liking you? Because I'm actually cool with that. It's only been about 50 days since I started REALLY liking you, a pretty short span of time IMO. If this really happens, I'll still shed a tear or two, but I'll be really happy. Because I will finally be free if this happens. I'll cherish those memories - the first time I had a conversation with you, UP Fair, that Valentine's Day, those two times that we were alone in the hangout, those walks we had, how you greeted me first thing in the morning on my birthday, the time we watched Running Man together. I'm hoping for the off-chance that you felt the same way I did during those times. But still, I'm not really betting on it. I'll cherish those memories, and recall them if I need happy thoughts.

You already gave me the best days of my life yet. But I won't be surprised if you will give me one of the worst.