I Got A Feeling

You were pissed by all the shit happening within our world. Well, who isn't?

You decided to just write that paper due whenever. Still too pissed, you just decided to watch some shit saved on your laptop. Being the curious guy that I am, I asked you what the fuck you were going to watch. 

You clicked on a Kwiyomi Vid by some guy named Ilhoon. Seriously, that shit was wack as fuck. I dont know how much he got paid to do that, but yeah, I enjoyed it. Not because it was good, but because you were the one I watched it with.

I was too shocked when you removed an earphone and asked me to put it on. "Is this really happening?" I thought. I put it on without hesitation. Suddenly, I found myself being engulfed by my emotions. I managed to control it, because if I didn't, it would be the end of me, of us.

You asked me if I wanted to watch Running Man with you. I know you knew what I would answer. The moment you clicked on that video, I became scared of what would happen. If the people around us notice, we'll be the object of their chatter, and I know you hate that. If they cooperated, how would I make the viewing experience not awkward? Will we get to finish this shit? Do you like me at least a little now?

Thankfully, I did not let these thoughts get to me. A while later, we were laughing together. That was some funny shit right there. And I like your anti-JoKwon comments, how you wanted him to get eliminated already, and how you hate how gay he is. Eunjung was in that episode, but I couldn't make much comments about her.

The whole time we were watching, I was too busy containing all my feelings for you. I could've confessed that time, but I didn't. I didn't want the moment to end just because I got a little too carried away. I suddenly noticed that we were the only ones left on that side of our world. All our comrades were on the other side, and I knew what they were thinking. " Those two are having a moment, don't say anything, let them be" "Are you happy now, bro?" I was thankful that they knew what to do to make our moment last.

I was always waiting for scenes with a dark background. That way, your perfectly white and shining face would be so visible on the screen of your laptop. I could monitor how you look like when you smiled, when you were serious, when you were laughing. But I still paused from watching the show to look directly at your face every now and then. Damn it! You're gorgeous. I even find that pimple you scratched yesterday to be cute. Goddamn it! Am I really this serious about you?